For the past couple of days I've been thinking...

I know its dangerous, but every once in awhile on my way to school certain memories will pop into my head when It was just him and I. He was complaining that I never spent any time with him, but during these walks I could name certain instances when we were alone together. I mean I have fun and junk like that, but well it feels terrible because he doesn't really want me to be myself around him, well personally since we have had that long, depressing conversation I think I've changed, but I'm not sure if its good or bad.

I can't really remember what I have been doing for the past little while even though I feel super happy? I don't get it. I hate being confused!

I made my one "friend" super pissed today. Well first of all his best friend canceled on him because he was called into work for the day therefore no brunch was had and apparently they had reservations. Anyways we had plans too which I really did not want to follow through with so I woke up around 1:30 p.m. because my dad asked me too and anyways he asked me to call him when I woke up, I didn't call till around 2:30 p.m. because my friend called me into work for her and I said yes because I need money because I want to buy a Vespa and go to university! Anyways after being called in I called this dude back and said the worst thing I possible could: "Oh, sorry I've been called into work, I'll have to cancel. Hah yeah ITS funny cause' both of us were called into work!" *click*

He's pissed!

But its so funny cause' its him! Either way he got splashed so hardcore yesterday by this car which was the best moment in my life!

Man I have too much fun! School is the best part of my week I swear, i seriously love going to school its just so much fun.... its twisted

P.S. Savage Garden is the best!