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So sitting here at 2 am made me realize something. It was my fault I got what I wanted and I was retarded and didn't know what to do with it. Wow i've been so cruel and sick just cause I don't know what to do with myself.... This sounds super messed up since ts mostly in my head and I never know how to explain anything right, but I guess as long as I know what I am talking about. Flip flip flip.... Maybe I am going crazy or seonthig due to lack of sleep? Either was I wish for one day of complete clear thought.

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Erin Is Sexual

It apperently takes an hour and a half to drop someone off


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You should KNOW how much I love you by now! my god you are the light of my LIFE!

Thank you Kevin for being alive!

Cause' I just don't know what to do with myself! I think this deserves a laugh of pure evil scmemishness!
I bet someones thinking that im being completely insensitive and cruel!
Maybe? Am I plotting something?
Maybe....Maybe maybe....
I'm not evil! I just am surrounded by it and love every minute of its existence!


This song made me laugh for various reasons, which I will not disclose, but are very humorous!

I just don't know what to do with myself
I don't know what to do with myself
planning everything for two
doing everything with you
and now that we're through
I just don't know what to do

I just don't know what to do with myself
I don't know what to do with myself
movies only make me sad
parties make me feel as bad
cause I'm not with you
I just don't know what to do

like a summer rose
needs the sun and rain
I need your sweet love
to beat love away

well I don't know what to do with myself
just don't know what to do with myself
planning everything for two
doing everything with you
and now that we're through
I just don't know what to do

like a summer rose
needs the sun and rain
I need your sweet love
to beat love away

I just don't know what to do with myself
just don't know what to do with myself
just don't know what to do with myself
I don't know what to do with myself

I'm AN OGRE!

bah bah bah humbug. I should be sleeping, but I cannot help but think so much! Dammit Janet! \
Who says stuff like that!? I mean that's just cruel and unkind!

Oh well.

Dang school!

Dang people!

DANG!

Thanksgiving is coming up. tomorrow is a test I haven't studied for. I think I know why my karma is killing me, for cheating on the last test! Well lets see what happens if I do it again! I feel like a horrible person for doing this. Also my history midterm is either Friday or Monday? I wish I could know and we would finish all the lessons leading up to it! A clockwork orange was an amazing film and I am impressing with Mr. Kubrick

"And my memory is so, so, so fucking unclear" "Where did you go..."

Imm aaa weeeiirrrdoooo! what the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here.
I don't care if It hurts. I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.
I want you to noooottiiicee when I'm not around.
your so fucking special, I wish I was special! BUT I'M A CREEP

I like Radio head.

SHHHHEsSSEESssessss Runninnning out the dooooooorr!!!! Shes Runninnnning out she Run RUUUUN URUUUUUUUUUN RUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHNNNNNAAAAANNNNN!!!!! RUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHNNNNAAAAAAAANNNHHHHHHHH. Whatever makes you happy. whatever you want. Your so fucking special. I wish I was special. But I'm a creep.


Man I was totally just rocking that right there. and It was glorious! I'm not gonna lie I think Karma has gotten used to my awful being. Now I know I am going to hell! I wish I believed or could believe in that. lucky I don't. I just got a new kitten at my dads house and her name is Mina, she is very cute and nice to Cuddle with, but nothing on this earth could match Callie; I love her. Anyways I had a very uneventful week (outside my head) so it was really good and fine. Like normal? I don't know my moms not so much angry at me anymore, but I think I might have aroused her anger once more so I don't know what to do besides clean.

I have been molested literally in history by homework. So many assignments and now a midterm? I don't know what to do, but I do know it is causing me plenty of stress on top of everything.

Tomorrow I get to go to a football game with the lovely couple and it will be fun, but I lied so bad to everyone and I cannot help it, but I love to soo much. I should learn to control myself and probably learn how to deal with things. I have learned to accept their relationship! Though the grueling hours spent with them will reek havoc on my mind I know I can survive and just deal with it all since that is what I am best at!

So I am excited to finally use my new camera and take pics of the football team which will be great experience!

ba dum dum dum da dum!

"I must confess my hearts in broken pieces and my heads a mess"

my mind has gone to the dogs and is now being used as a chew toy. So much I would like to say, but holy cow! Rock and a hard place has never seemed so true!



P.S. I got a kitten (Zoubidas actually, but who cares) and her name is Mina and at this moment she is sitting on my lap

You know I guess I deserve it.