Anthor somewhat acceptable day in Canada.

I still don't understand how people can handle this cold. It baffles me. Anyways taking the morning off of school was the best idea ever! Although my throat is hurting which is one of the worst signs EVER. So help me if I get sick....goodness i really don't want to be sick! School is important to me?
So partying at home is a really sick idea (yus pun) I might watch a movie or something, just destress from the whole "deadline" thing. When you think about that work is sounds horrible Dead: something is dying or being killed, Line: I dont know really just a line of something maybe even a telephone? Either way it sounds dreadful! People are dying over the telephone! What shall we ever do!?
I totally thought to much into that.... I just go unlimited texted on my mobile faggot and it hasn't stopped vibrating ever since! i dont know what to think of this. The Mobile phone company also was being a dick in saying that I have spent more than I paid for (which is a lie) So i'm about Ready to cut off their skin and wear it...ew. Either way....

haha I love reading over old posts and seeing the weirdness that is myself!

Its so odd looking back and seeing whats happened and how my craziness has just amplified! I cannot help it, I'm not the only one working against my sanity anymore! There are about three main things and one of them is school.
Either way its driving me completely bonkers! Well not literally, but i mean figuratively because I am not literally crazy....I'm mentally stable surprisingly.... I think this one guy just know how to push my buttons to the point of completely buggering the situation to no return! This pushing of the buttons is the worst ever. Driving me completely crazy! Its kinda like riding a skateboard and someone else is moving you and you cannot control it! I'm quite tired of it, but there is nothing I can do about it except do something I really don't want to, but I think will happen soon enough to tell you the truth. I am surprised how not chocked up about this I am. Well this just really sucks I need to de-stress....maybe Ill hang at my fathzors for a bit :D

I hate talking about this situation! ki-ki-ki-ki-ki-kirazzzy

People over complicate things.

This happens way to often, I can admit that there have been times when I have blown the truth out of proportion. Sitting down here after being put on the spot for not wanting to rip someone limb from limb because they spilled some horrible stuff, I realize that really whats the point? This is such a joke! Now I see were the world gets it from and why people are this way, they just need something to fight about! There is no such thing as successful relationships. People NEED to fight! This is so disgusting. I called whats his name immature because he wanted to punch my best friend in the face....Why would he not be immature? It wasn't even his problem!

I wish to ignore this pitiful attempt at attention. It seriously isn't about him, just making it so. Sooner or later these things would be let out, it really doesn't make sense why it should be sooner. People really WANT attention! I am guilty of it too! I think everyone is. We need to feel this sort of thing, this kind of pain and this kind of happiness. Pain is happiness.

Humans are ill advised things. Beings of pure lust! Lust for everything, everyone and nothing.

You want it, but you don't? What is it? I know that some people are rethinking their friendships at this time and possible thinking of an all out war! Why can't this just be a normal affair? This whole thing has been blown out of proportion! It is just too much. I don't want anything to do with it!

Whats wrong with saying hello? I don't know it could mean you are fraternising with the enemy! Is that a bad thing? No its not, and should never be the enemy is never the enemy just another person with different ideas of life! Why should we get leeched and twisted into some horrible machine of hate and loathing? Its just another way to look at it! So if we grow apart should we fist fight for friends? Should people even have to lose friends? Do you hate the person suddenly because they have become more pathetic than yourself? So they say a couple things that you don't agree with, deny it. Should you kill each other for it? No.

I don't want to get this if it will become something as confusing.

I've hurt too many people, this is my own opinion and I am so sorry to my friends, I should have never said or done what I have. I seriously have gotten fed up with these dreadful lies.

Sorry for people who read this and get pissed. Sorry, but this is just how I feel. I shouldn't feel the same things as you, i prefer it to tell the truth.

School is a lamer. Its so dreadful, but I do have a spare in the morning so I do get to sleep in.... Today I was late because I figured that Thursdays start the same as the others....was I sadly mistaken or what? I ended up beaning miserably late for school. Its all good now.\

A new human (or 2) are attending our school. I'll have to admit is is crazy exciting! Although I managed to scare the bejesus out of one of them....I just gave him a smile! I figured that was a really nice thing to do, but apparently not. His face went from zero to creeped out in less than a second. What did I do!!!! I haven't talked to Chad since or even looked at him. The other new person is really awesome though and will probably end up playing with us more often.

I tried out for Dracula. It had to be the worst audition ever, but it was super fun. Bri and I went up together because we figured it would be a great idea! Turns out it wasn't so hot.
We both clambered up the stage stairs and spoke into the blinding lights and began our audition, which started really nice, but then the lines started getting confusing and I started laughing therefore making my hair fall in my face THEREFORE making is impossible to read! It was fun, but incredibly painful.... like that back massage yesterday. Ouch.

Anyways Its awful being a senior...I feel old...and crazy.
Classic...batman!
I love that movie!

I'm off to scar new kids!