haha I love reading over old posts and seeing the weirdness that is myself!

Its so odd looking back and seeing whats happened and how my craziness has just amplified! I cannot help it, I'm not the only one working against my sanity anymore! There are about three main things and one of them is school.
Either way its driving me completely bonkers! Well not literally, but i mean figuratively because I am not literally crazy....I'm mentally stable surprisingly.... I think this one guy just know how to push my buttons to the point of completely buggering the situation to no return! This pushing of the buttons is the worst ever. Driving me completely crazy! Its kinda like riding a skateboard and someone else is moving you and you cannot control it! I'm quite tired of it, but there is nothing I can do about it except do something I really don't want to, but I think will happen soon enough to tell you the truth. I am surprised how not chocked up about this I am. Well this just really sucks I need to de-stress....maybe Ill hang at my fathzors for a bit :D

I hate talking about this situation! ki-ki-ki-ki-ki-kirazzzy