I love you cheese and bread

the dentist is evil! i wish never to have anything done again! I brush well and floss all the time but still they decide to stab me with their novacaine and drill the bejezus out of my mouth! Now my gums are swollen On ONE side and I cannot swallow, eat, or even sleep for more than 4 hours..this sucks...So now i am dissolving cheese and bread in my mouth, it tastes so good after only eating ice cream and tea for 3 days...this is really sick.
Although the mother loves me, she brings me tea <3
I am a wimp, seriously...they novacained my Mouth 3 time after the 2 it still didn't work and they drilled right into the nerve, I kicked around in the chair to let them know I could feel it.
Also death is with me...Sick as a dog...The mother is also dying so we are a traveling disease...Its aweful! but we did obtain a Wii..its really kick ass, but its the brothers so if he says no...crap...

Cheese and Bread, you are my life!

Dinosaurs and Lightning bolts

Happy Victoria day! An extra day away from the hell hole is much worth celebrating! that goodness! anyhow, was at the drummers house, gorgeous! simply gorgeous! I Am retarded and cannot play the drums and should not be allowed to. It has been quite the day from waking in my friends house with her staring right at me...I spazzed and she ran...well not really, kinda went back..but still quite scary! there were two other people but they where kinda asleep I think so it was alright. Now I've just finished princess Mononoke, if you are into jap anime (I'm not really but its O.K.) you should watch it, its flawless! quite an enjoyable watch if i do say so myself.

The song on behalf of the microphones will be practiced when I get the gorgeous back...meaning Tuesday. The grandmother is coming and will be kick the evil stepmothers ass, I'm quite ecstatic! she comes midnight Tuesday, another plus about her arrival is the fact I can miss one day of school to get her settled in, which i obviously took up and also the next day something with the teeth is happening so i miss another day since the mouth will be numb and useless.

The Best shirt ever, it has dinosaurs on it! WHY! its just so perfect! it was also only $15! seriously! its so wonderful! I also found lightning bolts and something totally random, I was going to but the shirt with the randomness of rabbits tied to balloons! They are so gonna be eaten by the huge monster to the left of the shirt...I should purchase it when it becomes on sale!...it will be done!
Also shoes are needed, but i think the father should help me with that...also JOB AT MUSIC WORLD! just need to hand In another resume! woot!

Anyhow back to parting with brothers? guh!

I made a song today, its too creepy, I should stop writing... guhh

Drawn a vile of blood

You can see right through the

Visage of memories

Cast into darkness encircling me, the tidal

Waves consume the steps of misery

C: I reached toward the sky as it turned to stone

The ashes of forgiveness cradled me

The perfection decorated only grey

Who would stand and gaze with me

Tears of humiliation are of death

The transparent lies will sway together

In desolation, sorrow

Distance found between the light

Follow in sinister of darkness

Upholstery gowned in jewels and gold

Scarlet indignant on the Stairs

Filled with the faded cry’s of the

Unholy multitude

Discovering only what they came to say

Sway in abysmal melancholy.

Course

Preaching to nothing out sins will commend

Our restless intentions are harassed to begging

Our final whims of dieing are ceasing to instigate

We are diminishing

Course

Our hands will join as we fall from the sky

The loss of heresy which created me

Calls from mistaken souls

Hung for their serration

Inflection on their fingertips will feel no more

Abhorrence is what made the stars come to one

Embrace the sensation of it all impending down!

Course x2

I am someone….

Copywrite a Leïla song

Hope you had fun reading its creepy scart issueness...augh! why can I not write happy songs!

Meh, I guess it comes in time?

YESSSSSSS!!!!! Finally after probably not too long, but enough to make me anxious wait! they have arrived! meaning the drums for my friend, she has finally purchased them at a lovely $450, i cannot wait until we begin to play together. although they are new and she has no clue how to play them...it will work! I learned how to play them...not sure how but I knwo the drum notes by memory and will be instructing her on sunday! WOOT!

Anyhow! Hot tubbing all night..ahhh so refreshing and soothing, it was the best thing after a dreadful week of sewing, though the sewing is not so bad, it seems the teacher lacks the ability to multitask, so i decided to be another teacher :D...

A terrible thing happend on thursday. my friend and I were walking home from the mall and her mother had already arrived so we decided we should run the rest of the way, it was simply boiling outside so when i entered the indoors I was sweating literally like a big (No pretty details :D) But anyhow I figured taking off a short would work best to get rid of the heat, so I walked into the living room, me believing only the brother was their, turned out to have his friend over also...I was caught in quite a right spot, being shirtless in front of someone who basically lives at our house, but is really creepy and stalker Like...augh

Oh, if I learn a certain song the older brother will Buy us microphones...I should ask Him again, Oh also hiring at music world :D Might work there!!! WOOT!

hugest knot in the back, its aweful and dreadful, I had someone knead it out for a little while, it feels quite splended right now, the only thing im quite concerned about is the two bruises on my elbows, i have not a clue how i obtained them. Anyhow thats about all the pain i've suffered haha, i will have to investigate the bruises

Enough rabling, i believe it is time to sleep
ROCK ON! hahah

OK! new fan club, called...Fan Club AWESOME! haha well yeah the brother is going to make it for me! its for all those really h-core HI fans haha like there are any...but thats not the point! anyhow i should find a way to get some HI on here...but its really bad anyway i think too many people have heard LEGS..ugh that was bad...But still, IM making more riffs with the precious and getting better, I wish i would play Jordan, but its really to early to think about that (i've only been playing for less than a year!) But I can play a whole lot of other stuff! IM gonna go and make some more...to add onto the thing i've already made haha its gonna be GREAT! I still want to learn Totalimmortal..but I cannot get that darn first beat down it's quite annoying and it continues to surpass me with its awesomeness...drat!

Yesterday I was quite bored because nothing was happening, well it was it's just not yet! But anyway I was reading this one post on myspace (lame I know!) But It said that everyone who liked AFI cut themselves...??what the HECK! And then these people where arguing in comment boards about emo kids and how AFI sucks ass.. I though that was really stupid, if you dont like them well thats your fault! you shouldn't insult people for their taste and if they do by chance cut themselves (seriosuly a very DUMB idea) they are feeling the pain for themselves and are obviously troubled or attention whores, so pissing them off doesn't make it any better...AUGH! Sorry, just realllllllyy neeeded to vent!!!! frick...

OH HAPPY MOTHERS DAYY!! WOOOOT!

Anyhow, I think im gonna party out loud..and wait for school tomorrow...25 MORE DAYS! :D<3

wootttt!

and uuhh....Have a llama day! Hahah!

Mmm...new hair cut YUM! its gorgeous! Man I love my hair stylest, but not it that way...But SHES SO GOOD WITH HAIR! serisouly...I love it...Haha well its all straight and stuff so it Looks really nice, but when I wash it its gonna be all curly again...drat..Oh WELL!

GARAGE SALE Saturday! woot!

New song Learned hahha Totalimmortal....still not down with the beginning, but it sounds ok. I have't tried with the amp yet...so I dnno hehe but i will in a little bit.

Well anyhow neither one of the bands...I dont think HI is a band but its fun! nothing has happened probably because of the abnormal amounts of homework each class is giving us, its quite unfair.
But anyhow, I would have done some HI tonight but he hasn't called..armm

MOTHERS DAY! Crap, im so screwed...I have to buy some plants and candles? Its so strange, but i guess that is what she enjoys since chocolate is apparently not appealing to her, I love chocolate, or pie, I wish we had some...hrmmm too bad we dont have stuff for pie...

For now, Pie must be eaten at my earliest convenience :D

P.S. Thats a sick picture...With long non-cut hair

I think its been Ahwile but anyhow! I keep on trying to skateboard...seriosuly it hurts! But I can jump sorta...its kinda pathetic and useless since i would probably do a face plant if i tried to jump something! Well practice makes perfect....aughh...

ooH! "pole dancing" thinger...when you hang upside-down and sit there for a bit? well my friend and I where having fun taking pictures of just about anything and well i deicided we needed a really weird ass one...soo..we were in a park...and the pole was just sitting so lovely right next to me...so I thought i could hang upsidedown, its a huge pole so i began by walking down the pole with my hands and then i wraped my legs aruond it....turns out you need upperbody streanght for this! So I feel and brused my face and almost hurt my neck...and the picture wasn't taken..so it was a failed attempt.. but we did get some rather lovely photos!

I think its food time...
blogs make me weirdo hungry...i dnno why! BUT yes...food
AWESOME!

oH ill try and get some of the awesomeness photos soon...:D WOOT! and um..legs?

I'm in phsycotoic pain, its unbearable! Skateboarding is the most painful thing! but Its so AWESOME and fun! Kinda worth it but my foot feels Like its going to combust! I should really take care of myself!

Erm..Band New..NOTHING broing...Augh someone shoudl seriously SELL DRUMS! now. seriously...please...money?

Anyhow the weirdest thing happend, I am teaching my friend how to rollerblade (since im the master and all!) And we where in this really strange, slanted, parking lot and I decided I should watch him go for a second just to see how brilliant hes getting (Still getting there :P) But it was all good, but then there was this rather lovely window just kind of sitting there so nicely and I glanced down (serisouly did not mean to!) but there was this really SWEATY Like SICK sweaty sitting er rather laying on this mat drinking wine?...What Would someone be doing...Oh he was also not wearing his shirt and had a nice pair of short shorts on...quite scaryy.....augh...I regret looking...
There also was this really strange dream I Had, but i figure its dumb and weird....I sort of forgot it too...But I was also quite weird..AUGH WHY! meh...Im in pain, should really leave and rest these feet...

fuck Now im gonna have a dream about the stupid sweaty man

Scar me for life

I love this picture! friggin' goblin! :D<3<3