This is my thought processes for tonight, its kinda funny!

Things to do:

Check email in morning see if I got the Bike
Sell other bike in pieces
Find lots of money (babysitting)
Maybe get a pay advance?
Borrow a Helmet
Talk to Shannon (Maybe Ask him for cash?)
Drive bike back to city
get a F/t job
MAKE FUCK TONS OF CASH (Wish transport)
Talk about Physics
Get class schedule for medicine
I HAVE 100 EUROS!!! OMG YES That means... $137.00
So I only need $13
Scratch that, I had a random $15
SO I NEED NO MONEY!

I have to make $150

FUCK THIS I'm not going to GIVE UP! Its only the start! WTF why the hell would I give up this early? It's only ever the start I can make that much in a couple days and I will get out there and drive that fucker back into the city and it will all work out fine. I will get that new bike that runs and is street safe and I will get another job and I will make more money and be able to make enough to have fun in aussie land! AND I WILL ONLY STAY THERE FOR A MONTH AND I WILL COME BACK AND MAKE MORE MONEY! To win you must have experience, to get experience you must lose. I MADE that sacrifice for something I love and I will get it back in the end.

What is love?

I don't know what it is! I think there is something wrong with that.

"Pieces of what, doesn't matter anymore"

It's kind of weird to think that certain parts of your life end and how they do. I mean things that used to mean so much just end up not mattering anymore because its over and you can never get back to that place no matter how hard you try and no matter how many things how. It's all the same in the end.
It's also weird how you can care for something so much and you know that you're working towards nothing. What are you really trying to do when you write something, talk to someone? I mean everybody working toward the same thing.