It's fun writing down my feelings I forgot what it was like, the only person who reads this knows everything about me anyways so there is no harm in writing what I feel!
I guess when you're dating somebody you're supposed to not have any secrets with them, but I'm not sure If I like that a lot, I mean there are a lot of things that a guy wouldn't get or would shrug off and probably say something like "that happened to me once, no big deal." Maybe that might just be the guy that I am dating.... Oh well... I like having my secrets and my secret feelings and suspicions, I think it kind of keeps me sane in an odd way.
Either way his mother is coming into town and I am very nervous! If the picture comes up, that's what I'm making for dinner.
Hopefully write more soon!
