Okay so Final season is raping my face.

I hate having to study, but I will have to get into this sort of vibe if I want to be a successful doctor! My poor mind is being completely and utterly beaten to a meaningless pulp by the endless amount of slides we were assigned. Tomorrow morning is an early bus ride to the dreadful final and then it will be over for the next year! I'm so glad, but I am so stressed out! I just broke up with my boyfriend (dec 4) and that kinda bugs me a lot... I mean I kinda liked the guy! Now I have no excuse for these other guys that have wanted to date me forever! I mean we were still friends, but I always knew they wanted more and now I still want to be friends. I'm not sure how this is going to work... I think this new guy that I met has a mega rank crush on me because all he does is compliment me and sometimes I think its fairly awkward. AGGHH! I think I should get over myself. My ex and I are still friends, but apparently that never works out in the end... I really want to be more than friends with him, but I don't know really why or if I should? Probably not. We are going to hang out after Finals are finished and I'm not gonna lie, I am very nervous!

Either way, very confused, need to get finals done, want to feel better about this.

PEACE